Haven’t been here in a while…
Well, I gained two pounds.
120 again…
I was at 118.6, 3 pounds away from my first goal weight.
Well, I can try again. We still have time before summer.
I’m not gonna eat anything on this retreat.
I’m gonna lose what I gained.
I already wrote TOL and DBF on both my wrists.
Think Of Legs
Don’t Be Fat
Wish me luck…
Full 2 day fasting.
With an apple maybe…
Lot’s of water.
:/
When you’re out and about, especially with friends, sometimes it’s really hard to resist the urge to cave and have unhealthy food. Everyone has a body part that they really aren’t happy with, for me it is my thighs. I use this body part as inspiration and motivation for myself. Everyday I write T.O.T.T (think of the thighs) on my hand/arm/somewhere I will see it. That way when I am tempted to eat something bad I am reminded of why I’m doing this.
sex scares me. i don’t even like looking at myself naked in the mirror why would anyone else want to see me without clothes on
(Source: d3adsetonagetaway)
